All I want is somebody to spend my life with. A best friend who is always there for me, through the good times and especially the bad. Somebody I can tell anything to, and somebody who would tell me anything. Someone who would love me no matter what, even if I messed up, or we had a big fight. A friend so close that you’re never quite alone until you’re together. That is really truly the only thing in this world that I want.
I want to die
but I’m so damned afraid to
make you cry
so I kill my emotions instead
I miss being your best friend.
I miss the late nights of long talks.
I miss being your escape from reality.
I miss not needing words to tell my feelings.
I miss being in your company.
I miss our inside jokes.
I miss being a part of your life.
I miss not missing you.
You’ve helped me far more than you know.
It just doesn’t seem like much to you because what makes me happy is just you being yourself.
I love you with all my heart
Nothing will ever tear us apart
From every push pull and ponder
My love for you will never wander
anorexia-hate
They told me to pour my heart into everything I do. So that’s what I did, I poured and poured and poured. Now they ask me why I’m so empty.
